zach is right; JMI is an interesting way to live.
Not so different from the motto I had before that.

Arrogance is the ultimate evil -.- You really are your own worst enemy

blind

Isn't it FUN

Spending your day half-blind because your specs broke.
How?

linky sits on the ground.
linky takes specs off, rubs his eye.
linky places specs gently onto the ground.
linky feels glass drop into his palm.
linky looks down.
frame of specs has been broken.
linky is more than a little surprised.

So I spent the rest of the day walking around like a blind bat. a blind bat without wings. a blind bat without wings that has this parasite glued to it called benedict.

WHY

WHY

I've heard of yinyang.
I've heard of the divine balance of all things.

So someone up there fashioned the ultimate anti-linky: benedict. T_T

Imperfection

Time for another late night random post


Have you ever felt that you were inadequate?
That sinking feeling in your heart, if you have one, that you simply were not enough?
That you supposedly tried, but still could not reach what you wanted?

You really think it's because you didn't try hard enough?
No, I don't think so.

You fail, because deep down inside you are fundamentally flawed.
Something gnaws inside of you, disturbs you, impedes your progress in everything.
Something more specific?

SOME PPL *cough* struggle to "get a life", a social one, and constantly vex over how ppl don't interact much with them, or that they're not very popular. This is because they are imperfect; there are things about them that are so deeply rooted that they cannot change, and thus there are some things they simply cannot do.
SOME PPL *cough* constantly obsess over marks and grades and that stuff. They score lower than so-and-so-smart-alec, then get all worked up because they've "tried their very best" and "worked their ass off", and yet still get beaten. It's not because they didn't try hard enough, but some things simply are, and you can't change it.

We are all flawed on some level, no point denying it.
Guess it's just about how we hide these flaws and present that perfect side to the world.

random

Some time ago, there was talk of doing random things to disturb the clockwork universe and generally make things less dull.


I think someone poked it a little too much.


BUT it is my birthday! :D
thx to all who told me so, in one way or another, and for all the cool presents
Been quite a while since I've been really touched by a present, but there IS this one that I really like. Shows that not everyone is as lazy as me D:

Still, even the world decided to give me a present. A cut on my head. I walked into a lamp post and it said hi with its rusty knob-thing. Head meets rusty knob-thing, don't get along well and start a fight. Blood soon crashes the party. At this point I'm like "wtf there's blood on my hand." But anyway, seems to be fine now, and I have better things to think about.

Like CNY. and food. and sleep. hmm.
Guess it's time for sleep D:

men are fickle

so I agree to lend michael my GC for his maths test.

'ichael says:
thanks man
'ichael says:
i owe you lots
'ichael says:
eh wait....
'ichael says:
you owe me one dollar for wedges
'ichael says:
consider that settled

one dollar is lots eh :D

sanity sanity

Jazz camp was so.......fun and........a little weird :P
Must see: Death metal cover of teletubbies + spongebob squarepants D:

Anyway.

realised it's kinda hard to play slower, more emo stuff on guitar when u're hanging around with smart ppl like zach and mao. You play 2 bars and then you laugh. -.-"

and......taking a nap + reading a nice book really takes your mind off things. things-that-are-not-fun. things-that-make-you-pissed-&-emo-and-are-bad-for-health. so. now i have something to do besides play guitar when i'm in that emo rage again D:

swing into the music

vertigo really is a nice song :D rediscovered it lurking around the depths of my comp known as "My Documents"

O level results tmr! Can practically feel all the tension of all the ppl getting nervous now D: All those ppl wishing each other good luck and stuff like that; not like it'll make a lotta difference now D: just gotta relax, sit tight and see how things go.

See whether us newbs need to relearn that language D:

Got jazz camp and a busy weekend coming up

So liek, brb afk for a few days

RAGE RAGE ON

Man I have issues with anger management

Someone did something, uh, unpleasant, to say the least.
And right there I almost completely lost my cool. Only thing that stopped me from starting a fight and making a scene was that said someone wasn't alone. That, and those little annoying things called school rules.

BUT

No, I will not let some ass ruin my mood just because he's, well, an ass.

I WILL NOT LET MY RAGE RULE ME


okayz. other stuff.


Guitar! was pretty fun. SYF songs and all. Gotta hardcore mug it, but they're nice :D
Did a lot of random things. Mostly cos I was with ari D: singing weird songs, randomly playing slither cos we were in drop D, you get the idea.
And, the guitar publicity posters rock :D Really nice, imo, except THAT really lame one (don't worry, you'll find out soon)

OKZ off for hw :( and guitar :)

guitar VS hw

EPIC STRUGGLE

The need to do hw VS the want to play guitar
linky consults zach for advice:

/linky\ says: fight
/linky\ says: struggle
/linky\ says: hw vs guitar
zach says: yo
zach says: homework
zach says: nao

After some more discussion,

/linky\ says: but
/linky\ says: the guitar is right there
/linky\ says: the hw is in my bag
/linky\ says: *struggle*
zach says: BAG
zach says: WORK
zach says: work first linky
/linky\ says: RAAAAARGH
zach says: delayed gratification

but what really settled it was:

zach says: JUST DO IT
zach says: WORK
zach says: JUST SEX IT
zach says: DON'T THINK
zach says: JUST DO

so now I'm doing hw D:

cards, music and arm wrestling???

The taiti gods are fickle-minded indeed.

Somehow I always keep fluctuating from king to asshole, almost regardless of what kind of hand I get. Yet there are spectacular winning streaks and losing streaks, the most famous of which is the 20+ rounds of playing as asshole -.-

CHANGE TOPIC

Let's discuss change!

Look at how all the ppl have changed since coming to JC. I know I've changed, for various reasons, but some ppl have gone totally, totally insane (that means you booray). Like, lost all common sense and suddenly made 180 degree turns in how they live their lives.


Some things don't change though :D
fuginn is the ultimate kampung fan......limped all the way to RI canteen and back just to take-away kampung and eat. without crutches. D:

CHANGE TOPIC

emooooooooo

I have my demons to keep in check, you keep yours to urself k

The Deceiver, he doesn't leave

All these cursed double layers

Masks

STEALTH MUGGERS
Hide behind their "slack" attitudes and talk, yet they disappear and mug the moment there is an opportunity.
Why do they hide so? To protect themselves from what? Are they so scared that ppl will label them muggers?


Is it so hard to just be direct?

Is it so hard not to lie?