i am linky, hear me roar

rawr.


i enjoy annoying all my neighbours at 2am by blasting music.

ok not really, no.



2am is a good time to ponder the mysteries of life, the universe and you.
because you are everything.
haah.

hrmmmm direction direction where is the path
going in circles

perspective

that's what the world is about, isn't it?

my good is your bad
my right is your wrong
my heaven is your hell

but must everything be polar opposites?
nah.


try running along 3 lines at once
down that lane
winding path
with dark trees
and wide spaces

confused?

yeah.

quizzz

meaningless things you do at 1.20am include:
doing quizzes stolen from other ppl's blogs.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. lin xiang
2. linky
3. if you don't already know, keep it that way

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. i'm not tone deaf. i think.
2. i'm quite tall.
3. err i don't have to worry about being fat?

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. i have the "lazy" written all over me
2. i look like a stick. feel like one sometimes too.
3. the unfortunate tendency to develop strange nicknames

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. somewhere along the line, i came from china
2. that doesn't mean i'm prc
3. i'm hokkien. hokkien mee ftw

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. huge spaces
2. old drink stall aunties who don't know what sprite is. i mean, what???
3. mannequins

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. food
2. sleep. lots of it.
3. more sleep.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. plain white shirt. wow.
2. plain black pants. wow.
3. a look that says "am i really doing this quiz"

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. oasis
2. muse
3. U2

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. i like black
2. i like white
3. i like a lot of things

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. start doing stuff properly. like work and all.
2. fix my totally fun sleep cycle
3. ordering hot kopi bing from the drinks stall

THREE THINGS YOU NEED IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. trust
2. understanding
3. her

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. do work on friday. or in school.
2. wake up by myself on a weekend before 9.30am
3. stay awake throughout an entire day, from morning to night

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. playing guitar
2. chatting
3. reading

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. forget all about pw. and econs. ahhhhh it's working :)
2. never remember the above point
3. learn that song. it's nice.

THREE WEIRD JOBS YOU'D CONSIDER DOING:
1. relief maths tutor at RJC 10 years from now, complete with Phd. haah ho weng kin ftw
2. data analyst
3. pawnshop owner. all your phat loot r belong to me.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. home
2. Illinois. say hi to my sis
3. Utopia. oh wait, right, it doesn't exist.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. understand music
2. understand other people
3. collect money from all the ppl who owe me money. you know who you are, pay up.

THREE PEOPLE WHO SHOULD COMPLETE THIS SURVEY:
1. realmein.
2. anyone who has nothing to do
3. anyone who has work to do but wants to get distracted

why

whywhywhyamionfastforward
goingtoofastburningoutwithoutareason
wakingupfeelingdeadgettinghomeevenworse

ok stop stop

i need to chill out

and do stuff

and stop killing myself

and stop wondering about stuff so much

grgrrhh

who knew giving maths tuition to zach could be so tiring
and difficult
and tedious

...and funny :D


yeah today was the bomb

in more ways than one

tmr: mau returns.
D:

zombie

hmmmmm

watching the days go by

doing all the usual mundane stuff

eat
sleep
talk
read
play stuff
er....supposed to mug too


listen to people and their woes

i think everyone needs some kind of catharsis.


just lines and lines and spaces that extend on into infinity
and the occasional dot you find in between them all
do they go anywhere
do they mean anything
in your head, in your head
what's in your head?

I think about you all the time
in the morning
in the afternoon
in the cold comfort of night


your smile makes me smile
your laugh brightens my day like nothing else

music, where is the music

ow.

Today: scholarship day.

After I went for scholarship day, the only things i've learnt are:

yonghan likes to slap ppl. a lot.
yonghan likes to "accidentally" step on my foot. a lot.
yonghan likes to randomly say "heeheehee". a lot.

yeah and lunch with fern fats blackie mike ari
was quite fun.


...not really much else

-

today in chem lecture of 800+ ppl:

"ma'am why must write less red? why cannot more yellow?"

ronald chan is the champion.



feeling drained. tired.
grrrrrriiiiiind.
mindbogglingly dull.

so many things to do, so many dreams to reach for
...so much hw to do too.

OK WE WILL GET THROUGH THIS BIT
AND WE WILL HAVE A GOOD TIME LATER
NOW, WERK